For you.

I finally give in.
You get what you want.
You always wanted me to let go so here you go.. I'm finally letting go.
My heart is official ripped out of my chest.
I do love you with all my heart.
This is terribly hard for me,
But Im only doing this for you and or your happiness.
I hope you find someone who makes you happier than I ever could.
This is all my fault I know and I have no one to blame but myself.
I really hate myself right now,
But if this is what it takes to make you happy then fine...
I'll do anything for you.. No matter how much it hurts...
I'll never forget our memories,
Or the times we shared..
You were the best thing I've ever had and I messed that up..
So this is for you..
I'll never forget you,
You taught me most of everything..
And you helped me grow and learn..
I thank you for everything..
Tough love or not I still loved you threw it all,
Your right I deserve everything that I've gotten, and all that is is hell.
You want the truth.
Heres the truth;
Life sucks.
I'm miserable with out you.
I cannot go a single hour without thinking about you.
^scratch that a single minute.
I've given up on love and hope.
Because without you I have none.
I don't care about how I look or what people think because in the end I was always just trying to impress and show out for you...
All I ever wanted was your attention and now I lost the best thing in my life..
At this point giving up on life itself sounds like the best option but..
I know you wouldn't want that..
So I'm gonna live my life for you and change my ways, and hope one day we cross paths and you see the person I know you know I am.
But until then, this is for you..
Always remember me..
Mmmmmmwwwwwah.<3
Never thought we'd have a last first kiss...